Feeling smart until I opened my mouth!

There are too many accounts of what I was thinking in my head(which sounded smart and understandable to me) didn't come out right when I opened my mouth to speak. Usually it was the wording. For some reason my words tend to smash together to make up what my friends have defined...Breezisms! When looking at a cute guy on tv one night I was thinking..Gosh that guy is built and buff. The way is chose to exit my mouth was..gosh that guy is Biff!! What can I say...words just come out wrong. The worse part of this mouth disease, is that it usually takes me a minute to figure out what I did wrong or even said. I need to start carrying around a notebook to collect these words and just make up my own dictionary. Have you ever felt this way when trying to get your point across or to really make a wonderful statement? Stepping back and thinking about it..its just who I am. Breeze wouldn't really exist without these flaws and moments of confusion. In almost every story I can think of that is apart of me, has molded, reshaped, and guided me in who and where I am. I truly believe that God uses moments whether silly or serious to sharpen and guide us. It truly is just apart of my story. I hope that through this journey of sharing with you my stories, that God will remind me of each one and how He has used them in crazy ways. So maybe this isn't such a bad disease to have. That God can take the words that doesn't make sense to most people...speak right to my heart and mind of complete understanding. Maybe this is the conversation that is just meant for Him and myself! Hmmm..interesting.